So here it is. I have to hide. I am burning with secrets and I need a place to put them. Will I get in trouble? Probably. This is the only way I know how to be - self destructive. I cannot help it. It defines me to an exponential degree. Especially when I am feeling creative.
I need a place to get it all out. A place to escape. The other side. A danger it is, but it cannot be avoided any longer. We'll see what happens.